cukold marriage

I have a semi addiction of reading cukold stories on many web sights. It is stimulating sexually and I masturbate to them. But like in this story "Cukold Diary" from lush stories I think and many others take the same theme as this one. In this one the husband wanted to be a Cukold to his wife so the story is told from the wife's diary about her experience and how she got into it and then from the husband's story and his thoughts. Not very far into this when she gets with the bull and starts talking about what his is doing to her body that her hubby has not done in months. It becomes clear to me at least that instead of Cukold her husband and taking another lover these two need to talk about SEX there SEX life together. There is a lady here in Texas that has been in my bed and she is now back with her Baptist Husband,she wants him to spank her P***y she likes rough sex she will not tell him because she is so afraid of loosing her husband!!!! How many cukold's end in divorce because the man finds his balls and is tired of the humiliation OR the wife falls in love with  her bull and leaves??? We have a 50% to 60% divorce rate in the United States now. This means if two people get married tomorrow they almost have no chance of seeing there 20th wedding anniversary. If a wife screaming at hubby please eat my p***y,please spank my P***Y please slap my ass, please slap my face and a husband saying please wear guarders stockings and black pumps while we make love if a marriage is not worth this our society is screwed. I have been single since 2000 13 years I would say my left hand off for a good woman in a lifelong relationship.

poem of LIfe

God must hated me before delivery he hated my guts and liver is all I can figure.

My mother a more selfish bulling woman could not be than Mrs. Green.

My guts and Liver God hated before I was delivered is all I can figure.

To top it off like a cherry on a Sunday he gave gifts to me Adult Attention Deficit Disorder,

To nail the door shut on me He gave Bi Polar disease to my brain.

My guts and liver he mist have hated before I was delivered is all I can figure.

Now with a bullying mother pushing and shoving me in the way she wanted me and He Hashem hating me well hell why could they not have killed me then thrown my bones in the dirt.

God must have hated me before I was delivered my guts and liver he Hated before I was delivered.

Marriages 5ive were my fate 4 children only one do I see and talk to, grand babies might as well be from a Martian for all I get to see or hear.

God must have hated my guts and liver before I was delivered is all I can figure.

wisdom

05/29/13 Wisdom

I was a t a Christmas gathering of my family. I was asked to take a photo with a cheep Kodak camera. I asked my mother who is wealthy why would you with you money invest in a cheep camera. My brother who works at the U.S. Post Office leaned forward and said “Because she can”. On the face of it I suppose it seems wise . But let us suppose in this house someone was a little off center and went out to his or her car retrieved a gun and shot every one in the house, WHY “Because they can”this statement has just exonerated every one from Cain to Charles Manson if you can that is enough.

police child molester and the law

03:14:41 PM05/25/13 This is a True story.

This is a true story and I have changed the names to protect me. There is a guy named Steve and he was molested by a man when he was a child in California about 20 years ago. This nice child molester forgot to give Steve his birth date this sounds stupid but hang with me it bears greatly in this true story. This wonderful man when Steve and his family move to Wyoming came to Steve’s graduation in Wyoming his high school graduation. Well Steve’s parents had to return to California and Steve went along. Mr nice child molester was there so Steve said to his mother Dorthy I am going to Reno Nevada and he did. Shortly Steve returned to California and told Dorthy “That son of a bitch followed me to Reno”. Then male in his 20's told his mother Dorthy for the 1^st time the whole story of his molestation. He joined the Army to leave and became a grunt cook feeding the troops. This man did not go to the police for as many reasons as there are child molesters and probably the same reasons you see on television shows about it.

Now he is hurt by Dorthy's reaction to his story she did not understand and was almost unbelieving. See most families are not too helpful in these situations. In fact more than not the families see the raped as part of the problem as though a 7,8,5,4,6,10 whatever age it happens is suppose to turn into Super Boy and knock him into the Moon or girl if it is a she. Now Mr Steve goes east if he went father he would have to be on a boat. Mr handy dandy child molester calls him in Charlotte North Carolina 20 years later. Steve has been in a institution for a mental break because of this too. But Mr Friendly child molester calls him at his house(he feels raped all over again) . Somebody tells him that there is suppose to be no STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS on child molestation and to go to the police.

Mr Steve does and the fine police say we CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT HIS BIRTHDATE!

I will not belabor you with the fact that all police should be exterminated as they are the lowest lifeforms on planet earth. Can you image you are 5 years old and Mr child molester is sticking his d***k in you and you are suppose to ask “Oh by the way may I have your birth day for further reference”..

If our lawyers and politicians have put these kind of laws in place so that the police are so hog tied we do not need cops,don’t need politicians, and damn sure don’t need judges and lawyers. The people just mentioned should be rounded up like cattle and herded into general population of the prisons that they have filled.

computer programers

11:32:05 AM04/14/13

Computers and the people who program them.

I was trying to register for Pirate Bay as I have for other web sights on line. Now mind you 99.9999999999999999999% have no instructions of any kind. Like user name can be 5 characters (characters = letters / . 9) then people that are not computer savvy can get a handle on what is expected. But I believe the the computer programmers only wrote programs for those like them those in the know of computers and they judge you who do not know as MORONS! I have two friends that are very computer savvy one keeps reminding me that HE IS THE SMART ONE! The other friend tries to explain it so I can understand. I do not think that I am the only human in the United States of America with this non understanding of computers and the way the programers wrote the programs. If I was as the man who points out that I am a moron, I do not believe that Andy Rathbone would be getting his books printed ans sold.

So I think it is either one of two things Bill Gates and the other computer programers are STUPID or in cahoots with Andy Rathbone and he makes more money than the computer programers. He is selling the most important information “How to use” I have noticed that Yahoo is getting full of worms and is not good any more, is this the God of knowledge giving the programers a gotcha? See the people at Yahoo would think like the people at all the other programers so they would install the same stuff year after year and now the holes are beginning to show.

Doctors

12:59:42 PM Doctors

Mr D. if this is the best that there is in the entire arsenal of drugs the the Veterans Administration will allow for my diagnosis: Diavalproex 500 mg, Citalopram Hydobromide 20mg, and Quietiapine Fumratrate 200 mg then the Hitler approach may be best. If you did not study history in all of your Doctoral studies of the mind and body he put people like me in a truck and gasses us to death. I spent 14 days in a State of Texas facility against my will after I discovered that one doctor will rubber stamp another doctors prescriptions. I have continued to be happily unhelped by the Veterans Administration. You will not even get me a complete working blood glucose meter and your people say I have Diabetes. The Hitler approach would be more humane than the Veterans Administration approach and certainly quicker too.

Mr. D just be honest, if it is something anyone with a doctoral degree can be and say this is the best !! Keith Justice a PhD in agriculture and head of the Ag department at Abilene Christian university said PhD stands for Post Hole Digger. Now Mr D. I have read information that FLUORIDE as in tooth paste,water and such is hazard to good health in fact it is listed as a toxin. Half of the PhD types say it is good and have gotten it into most water supplies,tooth past, and according to Google anti depressants. I use this example to point out the question, are all PhD (doctors) liars? If you are one that says FLUORIDE is harmful and you are right. If you are one of those that says FLUORIDE is not harmful and it is, and you have a PhD. Then these two sentences prove all doctors lie because half say yea and half say nay,the very fact that a argument is on going in spit of evidence is enough proof that all doctors lie!!

Doing to Others

10/02/12 DOING TO OTHERS

I was thinking of the “Golden Rule” as practiced by the people most of the people in my life it will be enough to convict most people to hell. The people in my life have treated me the way that they “THOUGHT” I should be treated . Fuck what I wanted, needed, was feeling,and might have brought a smile. Screw those things they had taught me as being rules of life. My dearest mother paid my second wife's air fare back to Oregon because she “THOUGHT” costing me my wife and the daughter she was carrying also the grandchildren. By my mother's admonishment that if I would tend to my own business I would be better off then why did she not do as preached to me. My mother use to say you catch more fly’s with honey than vinegar,perhaps I should have been a fly instead of her son. Send this mean hateful Church of Christ bitch to Hell she has begged for it like a cock hungry slut.

My first mother in law Floy came and got my wife and new born daughter took them away. She is a lady that broke up her own blood daughters two of her three marriages and caused two children to be wards of the state of Utah. She was on the Amen isle of Love Lane Church Of Christ in Montana. She too should burn in Hell!

My third wife which had a Cedar Grove Baptist Church in North Carolina background pointed a loaded 357 magnum pistol at me and in front of our children said she “Should blow your worthless ass away”. I only have contact with one son from my baby producing marriages. All Christian woman of one color or another none which practiced the golden rule as written.

It is interesting to me that when “God lovers” come into the picture they throw the Bible in the fire with the witches, which may not be real to begin with. All of the women described here have one thing in common they were doing what they “THOUGHT” the golden rule said. It is interesting that (Jesus) said also remove the Beam from your own eye so you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brothers eye. If my second wife was in fear of her life then the origination which is worthless by the way police should have been called. Have you ever saw a statics on how many crimes police prevented???? The Law enforcement are the worst example of good on this planet you have a better chance of being treated fair if you were a Jew in the hands of the SS than having a good honest police officer that can set personal issues aside and give a unbiased investigation. Cops lie!!!!