The List (a venting)

08/24/12 List

1.made me play billy goat gruff the troll.

2.Told my 4 Th grade teacher to mind her own business when she said I might be dyslexic

3.called me home from Susie when I should have ran Floy off and might have kept Sarah.

4.sent Cindy away thus twice inserting your bullying ways into my life that I know of.

5. telling me that if I was going to get your help to go to school it would be welding school(Bully)

6.giving me such encouragement for college “How the hell are you going to college you barely made it out of high school” Harmful at best.

7.”You and dad always fighting which is destabilizing to children

8. By sending me to welding school assuring I make most of my life less than $7.00 a hour.

9.hating me for the pain I caused you giving me birth.

10 trying to make it equal between Marshall(golden boy) and me in the inherent ace. THE ONLY HOPE OF EQYALITY WOULD HAVE BEEN IN MY DEATH AT BIRTH.

11. failing to recognize (OR FUCKING IGNORING MY WANTS AND LIKES) just think could I have been a money making photographer or gunsmith instead of a starving welder???????????????????

I just wonder if Jesus when you meet him will point these things out to you. You and Dad invested both emotionality and money wise in MARSHALL and his roping! I bet Lee Cockrell got him the PRCA card he entered those rodeos on. I bet he never earned a $1000.00 on a permit to become a member. HE(MARSHALL) Golden child has donated his entry fees at Stanford for decades with not a win be speaks of his ability. You have a book called Rope Burns Look for your Legendary son in it.

12.The very thought that you think that making our inheritance EQUAL after a life of harmful treatment both emotional and demeaning towards me is testimony to you meanness. You care nothing for what the Bible Teaches and you actions toward me is testimony to this. Sarah Serenity Green(now Gobs) lack of a father is in your hands. Eva Nicole Green's father not being in her life is testimony to your all knowing bullying. THERE WAS A QUESTION ASKED OF DR.WENDELL BROOM OF A.C.U.(HOW CAN I [universal I] BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN KNOWING MY FATHER OR MOTHER IS IN HELL? HE SAID THIS”I WAS IN AFRICA AS A MISSIONARY SUPPOSE I FATHERED A BUNCH OF ILLEGETMATE CHILDREN LIKE A ROCK IN A POND THE CIRCLES KEEP GOING OUTWARD SO WOULD BE MY SIN. DR BROOM SAID HE THOUGHT WHEN YOU ARE SHOWN ALL THE LIVES THAT IT TOUCHED IN A EVIL WAY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND WHY THIS PERSON SHOULD BE IN HELL.

13. Eva Nicole Green her children there children,.
14. Sarah Serenity Green her children and there children
15. Jake Green and his children and his children children
16. Emily Theresa Green and her children and her children see the circular waves you caused by your bullying.
17. Jesse Lee Green if he ever decides Jesus holds no hope for him and he kills himself. Because he keeps looking at a wasted worthless life that has no hope of ever getting any better ever.
18. My deafness because of 30 years of loud grinders welding machines in my illustrious career you saw fit to push on me.
19. Your encouragement of my when I was taught by you of my math skill(you moron what is wrong with you) I know a P.H.D. Witch= a doctor is no where as smart as you but several have said your treatment of me crippled me in the field of math. Math equals a better education and thus more money over a lifetime. GOD WHY DID I NOT DIE IN CHILD BIRTH?????????
20. I KNOW YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND EMOTIONAL SCARING!! But say you threw gasoline on me and then followed it with a match say my face first it would create horrible physical scarring and then emotional scarring that can't be seen picture Mike Mitchell now put Lee's face on him and his burns. Do you get a idea of what you would have to do to start to equalize between Marshall and me????????????????
21. BURNS THIRD DEGREE: but you burned me many times not just calling my wife and I back to Texas to starve and use our savings then to have to go back to North Carolina and start over.
22. I know Marshall the golden child is very like you selfish because Jerry Conner who use to rope with him does not now because Marshall yells too much. So I know he is a caustic human that thinks of “MARSHALL” cross reference “The Kidney”
23. There are photographers all over the place and in your book of my life you mention my love of photography!! Why not photography school (picture third degree burn)
24. I love guns and shooting why not gunsmith school(picture third degree burn)
25. After Doug McGraw's visitation we were eating you were talking about cremation and Mike Mitchel's burns. I said and you sent me into welding. “you said I did not send you into welding” so I am lying son of a bitch when I heard you say”You(Lee) need school beyond high school and if I am helping you will go to welding school (picture a third degree burn on my face) are you the liar and the harmer or am I the son of a bitch????????
26. picture this you standing before Jesus and he says there are two big max screens look at the movies on them please. We see a little boy playing a troll on one screen and he never goes into acting. Then the other screen shows a child not playing a troll but this same boy goes into acting and wins several awards(picture 3^rd degree burn) and it goes on down through my burned life. How with a meager inheritance do you make up for a life burned by a heartless selfish bully. On one screen it shows a gunsmith named Lee green making $6000.00 rifles for customers! On one screen it shows a photographer winning awards because some one a loving mother bought him a great camera and encouraged him.
27. I think if I could see in your heart you did not want me going to college because you were afraid I might be successful and then not need you. So which is better a failure that you must help and get to make feel guilty for every penny or something else.
28. You might as well face the cold hard fact that Marshall is a selfish monster that if you get really sick will abandon you to a sick ward. The government will take all of your money so you are broke enough for medicare to keep you and he will visit when hell freezes over.
29. I will eventually give up and kill me or sell out and move far away because I realize if I end up with .5cents when is all said and done from you I can praise god.
30. Emily has some of you in her and this is why she is so mean too.
31. My best hope is Sarah or Ava needs my body to save a person in there lives and I get to meet them.
32. Now I mention all the nightmares and dreams I have had about these two children. How much money is this worth do you think..10cents I bet
33. But if you by your actions caused my failure and need of money should you not pay? Say someone beat the hell out of you on your morning walk. What would the charges be and how many years of there lives would be taken by prison?? Perhaps there is a justice of a kind you built my situation and it cost you dearly.
34. If you read the Bible you get the impression correctly that the Jews thought if you were rich God loved you if you were poor not so much. Jesus came along and pissed the Jews off on this point with his stories(parables) you find out this if you read a Tanach.
35. The Jews also had the idea that they were headed to Heaven because their ancestors were Moses Jacob and Issac Jesus also informed them that that was false. That they would be where they were because of the works that represented the following of gods will. Like helping the poor.
36. When I attempted to rope I found my place was to load the chute with calves and turn them out for J.W. And Marshall I quit roping.
37. My father and his brother Whitt put me on a colt when I was a baby less than 6 and it jerked loose from them bucking with me which scared me for most of my life.
38. There has never been a microbe of fair equal in my life and now you insist on making the inheritance fair are you incapable of seeing how laughable this is!!!!!

dogs

08/10/12 Dogs from Rescue the Animals & City Pound

I got a dog from the City of Abilene Pound after attempting to get one from Rescue The Animals. Rescue the Animals has dogs by there words that have been in those little rooms for two to three years and more that are kept in those little pens waiting for adoption. Why not send them to doggy heaven after a period of time. The city pound told us that our dog that was a male and was female.. A worker at Rescue the animals told me that the dogs at the pound are cremated This I do not know for certain. I do think that keeping anything in a pen for three years is more cruel than a bullet to the brain. Perhaps the people at rescue the animals should spent three years in one of those pens in there own poop and pee with the pens cleaned once a day. Godly people are worried about gay marriage and support organizations that keep dogs alive and locked up for years. Take horses from people ! Get laws passed to be sure there human treatment is law.

passing this along

 

MUSLIM HERITAGE IN America : Have you ever been to a Muslim hospital, heard a Muslim orchestra, seen a Muslim band march in a parade, witnessed a Muslim charity, shaken hands with a Muslim Girl Scout, seen a Muslim Candy Striper, or seen a Muslim do anything that contributes positively to the American way of life ????  The answer is no, you did not.  Just ask yourself WHY ???     Barack Obama, during his Cairo speech, said: "I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America 's history." AN AMERICAN CITIZEN'S RESPONSE:   Dear Mr. Obama: Were those Muslims that were in America when the Pilgrims first landed? Funny, I thought they were Native American Indians. Were those Muslims that celebrated the first Thanksgiving day? Sorry again, those were Pilgrims and Native American Indians. Can you show me one Muslim signature on the United States Constitution?   Declaration of Independence ? Bill of Rights?   Didn't think so.   Did Muslims fight for this country's freedom from England ? No.   Did Muslims fight during the Civil War to free the slaves in America ? No, they did not. In fact, Muslims to this day are still the largest traffickers in human slavery.. Your own half-brother, a devout Muslim, still advocates slavery himself, even though Muslims of Arabic descent refer to black Muslims as "pug nosed slaves." Says a lot of what the Muslim world really thinks of your family's "rich Islamic heritage," doesn't it Mr. Obama?   Where were Muslims during the Civil Rights era of this country? Not present.   There are no pictures or media accounts of Muslims walking side by side with Martin Luther King, Jr. or helping to advance the cause of Civil Rights.   Where were Muslims during this country's Woman's Suffrage era? Again, not present. In fact, devout Muslims demand that women are subservient to men in the Islamic culture. So much so, that often they are beaten for not wearing the 'hajib' or for talking to a man who is not a direct family member or their husband. Yep, the Muslims are all for women's rights, aren't they?   Where were Muslims during World War II? They were aligned with Adolf Hitler. The Muslim grand mufti himself met with Adolf Hitler, reviewed the troops and accepted support from the Nazi's in killing Jews.   Finally, Mr. Obama, where were Muslims on Sept. 11th, 2001? If they weren't flying planes into the World Trade Center , the Pentagon or a field in Pennsylvania killing nearly 3,000 people on our own soil, they were rejoicing in the Middle East . No one can dispute the pictures shown from all parts of the Muslim world celebrating on CNN, Fox News, MSNBC and other cable news networks that day. Strangely, the very "moderate" Muslims who's asses you bent over backwards to kiss in Cairo , Egypt on June 4th were stone cold silent post 9-11. To many Americans, their silence has meant approval for the acts of that day.   And THAT, Mr. Obama, is the "rich heritage" Muslims have here in America ..   Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot to mention the Barbary Pirates. They were Muslim.   And now we can add November 5, 2009 - the slaughter of American soldiers at Fort Hood by a Muslim major who is a doctor and a psychiatrist who was supposed to be counseling soldiers returning from battle in Iraq and Afghanistan ..   That, Mr. Obama is the "Muslim heritage" in America . EVERY AMERICAN MUST READ THIS !!   Be sure to SEND IT TO ALL .     Muslim Heritage, my ass.

America

06/14/12 America

My name is Jesse I am 57 years old. My country is in the toilette. Can anyone visualize Barak Husiean Obama saying the words of Nathan Hale “I regrett that I have but one life to give for my country” I cant. Todays news said that Lance Armstrong is now suspected of taking perfeormance inhancing drugs. When I was growing up in the 60's and early 70's the people looked up to did not do such SHIT then win win win and only afterward get caught.I think the reason our country is tanked is because we have no or too few people like Joe DiMaggio,Roger Stauback, Larry Mahan. Wherever you looked in this time there were people that were at the top of their game and without cheating. These people did not mind you looking at there records because they were proud of the record and of where they were borne.

We had real heroes to look up to and reason to emulate them. Yes he is the president but who wants there child to emulate Obama,or if he is guilty Lance Armstrong,why would you teach this to your child?? It is we the people in this country and we have fallen lower than a 5.00 dollar crack whore. So seeing Obama and his ilk in high office is not even something to be unexpected,it should be that a liar and perhaps a non citizen should be in the white house. The majority have allowed this cheating, sliding of morals attitude. It began with Clinton.

Vamppires

06/09/12 Vampires

Vampires cant go to heaven because they are dammed. I am 57 and have a boyfriend dressed like a girl so I feel like a vampire must knowing that because I am Bi Sexual or Homosexual I too cant enter heaven. When I presented this to my mother bless her heart she did not disown me. Why am I so whatever I am? I put up with more crap out of my boyfriend/lover than any-other person I have ever been with. I do not know if a 23 year tranny and a 57 year old male can have a life together but until it goes to poop I will try.

05/26/12 Trying Presidents of the United States

I have a friend that thinks George Bush and Cheney should e tried for water boarding torture another words. Well I think we should also try Obama,Biden,and Holder for Fast and Furious after all a U.S. Citizen a member of law enforcement was killed because of their actions. President Bush and Vice president Cheney did not cause the death of a U.S. Citizen and flood a neighboring country with guns that criminals use to kill citizens of its country. All of this so the gun control laws in the United states could be made stricter.

It has arrived

05/09/12 It Has Arrived

If you are a veteran and served in the military of the United States it will happen to you too. This day 9 May 2012 I was ask by Mike Davis the psychology person of the V.A. Clinic in Abilene Texas”how many guns do you own”. I have no way of knowing if this question is ask of every veteran or not or just the ones that mention that they hunt but it frightened me because it pinpoints the people that they know have guns. If say Obama ordered martial law then they would have a list of veterans that have and how many that they have as a starting point. Seems like a great idea take out the people most likely trained in how to use them out first.