Pain

9/10/2009
PAIN: Some people are great at inflicting it with the emotional wounds it brings . These people will never realize that the emotional wounds are as horrific as having ones legs and arms blown off and just as life threatening. See emotional wounds affect the performance of one as much as psychical wounds. Put someone down and if it is early in there life they may never crawl out of that hole and come to flower as intellectually as they could. This in turn effects how well they will do in school and how much money they make, what kind of house how much land what type of car what kind of if any vacation in there whole lives. I was born to such a mother and father told how I was a failure and there prophecy came true . I use to read in Dr. Marshall Turmbull’s office a piece of writing that said if a child grows up with acceptance he will be accepting and so forth, I know my Mother read it and Psyocybernetics god only knows how many other self help books about the mind. Did this change her way of dealing with me or any other person on the planet NO! I think as I live that some of us are born like the man in the mining accident in Iowa which blew a steel rod through his head he survived but totally changed. Before the accident he was a decent up right father husband and never cursed, after he cheated cursed drank stole like Jekle and Hyde. Well 54 years later and the ravages of my mothers words like a flame thrower or atomic burns still mark me. She is a christen and has hurt me and others without the least understanding of the consuiences for them the victims. This may be why of Jesus sacrifices
so people like her can walk in heaven I just whish I knew what Jesus was doing for me.