Resume of death

7/7/2009
I once had a cross dressing homosexual friend that was put in jail. He met a man in Jail that was going to prison they were in love was the claim. He had me take photos of him standing and pointing at the mail box where he sent his baby the letters that were mailed to them. On and on and on and on went this want to be woman about her love pinning ,professing, dramatizing ,and all day long it went about “my true life long Love” this continued for a time as all things like this and died as quickly as it began when she found another. I thought this person is a little touched about a ¾ bubble off of plumb. Now in this time a person dies one Michal Jackson and low and behold millions feed by the news media become like my want to be female homosexual friend. The big bunch of people stepping in front of the camera for there 50,000,000 millisecond of fame saying something about this mortal strange dead man that for all practical porpoises’ committed suicide all scrambling to say something about this man.
After all from what we know it was a drug overdose like Heath Ledger, Elvis Presley, and nameless others. Exactly like this off center cross dressing homosexual the mass of people wishing to be a part of this mans “Memorial” “Farewell” and be heard on his life. Perhaps a old friend of mine said it best John Donne said:” Men are to have their turns, to take their time, and then to give way by death to successors; and so it is incivile,inofficiosum, not to be content to die, it opposes the frame and form of government. It comes equally to us all,and makes us equal when it comes.The ashes of an oak in the Chimmney,are no Epitaph of that oak. To tell me how high or how large that it was; It tells me not what flocks it sheltered while it stood, nor what men it hurt when it fell.The dust of great persons’graves is speechless to,it says nothing.
Why are we giving this pop star more louder longer treatment than any President,King, and any other person that ever lived.? Does this not make those of you playing this game as off bubble as the cross dressing homosexual friend of mine???

america the bad and getting worse

7/5/2009
Was watching the Television and there was a program that showed the video of a man being drug from his van in Vermont. He was in a diabetic stupor unconscious it said but the police felt threatened. He slipped into unconsciousness and slipped in the wrong lane going north in the southbound lane when they got him stopped he was out they beat his window out . Pulled him through the window without taking the time to unlock the door and take him out that way he was after unconscious all this time. It shows one officer twisting his arm which broke the elbow he was photographed with a bloody head and a very badly bruised arm. The program interviewed the Attorney General of Vermont who said “Hind site is 20/20 you must put yourselves in those officers shoes at the time “ This program Inside Weekend said this Attorney General said his officers did nothing wrong.!!! This piece of video and the pictures plus the remark by a Attorney General should leave no doubt in anyone’s mind that Law Enforcement from the lowest cop to the Legal Eagles (lawyers all of them) and this includes senators congressmen all the way to the President are not for right good treatment of people and are no different than the mafia. They bullied people too. Since it is a fact that the President is a Lawyer most of our elected officials are Lawyers or Insurance men which have law training and they represented by Vermont’s Attorney General who made this statement about a passed out motorist and the thugs with badges and guns on them who were videoed by there own cameras brutalizing this man then this lawyer says they did nothing wrong !!!!! I for one call for some changes like mandatory Life sentences for all Lawyers, Cops, elected officials when caught and convicted. Removal of lifetime appointed anything all Judges must run for reelection every 4 years. When brought up on charges immediate removal from office till the dissipation of those charges. We in the states that make up these United States the people have no choice how do u put commercials that show a bully approaching a boy to abuse him and a person watching turns him into puppies. The children go home and see Cops brutalizing a poor passed out motorist cause he has a medical emergency. How do you say don’t fight when he sees this your child will say they do it! Then you say it is ok they have Badges and Guns and Handcuffs, they are sanctioned by Lawyers they get there power from Congress and Senate and the President of the United states Who are mostly Lawyers too. So see little Johnny or little Susie if you have this it is ok to beat the hell out of your fellow man! These children say I want to grow up and be cops, lawyers and elected officials.

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life muddled

Once again I was left to ponder the great mysteries of this world . Like why does God let piss poor parents have children, I am a father and will go to hell as soon as GOD chooses for my parenthood. My mother who finished High School and my father who did not finish grade school then this loving God gives me to these two who should have been as baron as the moon. As unable to have children as a mule is to have offspring. I was born with Bipolar and A.D.H.D. so they knew nothing about taking care of me, training me, encouraging me, helping me. There are two children in my family the Golden child my brother and the piece of shit that they are ashamed of me. Now Marshall my golden child brother made good grades in High school and I barely squeaked by but did graduated. When later in life I wished to attend college my loving mother said “How in the hell are you going to college you barely graduated high school” I had similar moments of encouragement from her like this all my life. Marshall failed first semester of college Mother and Dad paid for second one he failed worse if that is possible since he made f in every class but Physical Education he only made an A in that cause he was on the rodeo team at Cisco Jourinor college. Now he got on at the post office and stayed for 20 years. Me like all mentally disabled folks I followed Lao See and flowed with the river from job to job. Five failed marriages four children none of which I did right by cause I was not there, I do not give a damm about all the stupid Judges in America but all the child support in this earth will not replace a father, and some of these mothers that get the children are not too swift as parents either. My parents said when my first marriage went down that a friend of there’s that sat on the bench in Texas said even if she was a hooker doing it in the same room with the baby that mother will get the baby save your money. Baby one gone at 3 weeks and kept by the Church of Christ people that were her family. Where does it in the Bible say take the children and keep them from the father when you disagree, I am sure some Preacher or professor at Abilene Christian University knows the verse and can point it out. Baby two had my loving mothers help she gave the wife the money to fly back to Hillsboro Oregon never saw this one as it was in the mother but again Church of Christ kept the baby from me. Must have been cause I was once divorced before nothing but pure sin. Wife no 3 took Jake and Emily she was raised Baptist though her father a deacon in the church. I ask my daughter Emily about this to confirm it and 24 months after she went home to North Carolina she walked into her fathers room and found him dead. I would like to think Maybe god got as tired as I of hearing those children cry when he took the phone from them to keep them from speaking to me cause I was behind on child support. I wonder if god has that much justice in him?? It would be nice to think that a life muddled like mine can have some good in it.

Federal Goverment

The establisher of standards that is what our forefathers believed any Federal Government should be. This is why they gave the Federal Government limited powers and the states so much power!! This weaving of ideas of how things should be has created a patchwork of laws suited to each state and given each state things to try and change. Now we have a crusader in Washington D.C. like a knight in shining armor being champion to all going to fix things. Not all things need to be corrected. As an Example we started in 1963 trying to use gun control to stop killings just this year we have had two one by a felon with a pistol in a church, the other at a national monument with a rifle. If this does not prove that gun control does not work it can’t be proved, because pointing out all the deaths in countries that guns were confiscated and then Genocide began will have no effect on the person preaching for gun control. Richard Millhouse Nixon declared war on drugs in 1974 and we are not one day closer to winning it than now that was 30+years ago which means that for 35 years we fought to stop illegal drugs in America with on end, that is longer than ww1 ww2 Korea Vietnam and our current wars. The federal Government is the establisher of standards such weights measures money demonstrations not the answer to all problems. Those of us old enough to remember when Airlines were regulated and Trucking was regulated by the Federal Government how high airline tickets were and how high shipping rates were, and on gun control how hard it was to get guns own guns and how little all the control had on actual gun crimes. In fact the conceal carry laws have had a larger effect on crime than all of the police laws and regulation ever put in place. Now the federal government in the form of Barak Obama is going to fix the medical system if the previously mentioned federal government fixes are an example commit suicide when you get sick. Instead of de regulating the insurance industry and giving a couple of rules for them to follow which would fix 99 percent of the problem he wants to have a government take over. What country that had a nationalization of any industry or any other thing ever had any good come of it. If our federal government would do as the founders thought a federal government should and say to the insurance industry anyone who wishes to participate in this can but these rules apply when a client gets sick you cant cancel them , you must pay what you agreed to , you can charge anything you can get the customer to pay but you must pall the customers bills in full. There will be hi dollar companies and the wall mart company selling at cheaper rates and to lots of people, it will take about 10 years for it to all settle out and when it does we in these United states will have as we always have The very very best in the world

principles

The creator was wise in not allowing us to choose our families or if we did get that choice before being borne forgot the choice we made. Some of us have suffered hell from our parents, some of us rose above these hells to do great things , Ludwick Von Beethoven was deaf and never heard a note he played. I wonder why some of us rise above adversity and others are crushed by it. I cant say too much about what I have read because we are not a reading society now, so the story of the man who first ran the 4 minute mile and his burned legs will mean nothing, there was a lady that sang a song called “Coal Miner’s Daughter” telling of her hardships as a child. But God only knows how many other children who did not pull of that and died in abject poverty in a state of drunkenness. We learned from the Soviet Communist Experiment that when people are in a state of hopeless that alcoholism runs rampant ( naming the pain) and drug addiction and sexual additions trying I guess to num the pain . There was a odd study coming out of Viet Nam and it discovered that when shelling started the herbivores headed for the opium and other patches that grew drug plants with the ability to num there pain, interesting a 4 legged two legged maybe even other types like ants going to get high while the shells were falling. War kills more than people. That having been said if we could have with full knowledge chosen our families from birth would there be a bunch of Jacksons like Michal who would have chosen his tragic life. The list of families that caused there children pain and hurt messed with there heads then bore the price is probably endless. In my view the main thing families in this country are failing is in teaching principles ( I define principles as that worth dying for fighting for even if it pays nothing) Mel Gibson made the movie Braveheart about William Wallis who died for the principle of FREEDOM this word and what it means which is indefinable in my view has cost billions of lives. There are buildings full of mindless morons that meet on Sunday Morning and evening and again on Wednesday night they build wonderful buildings colleges and sing praises to a man that they w would throw out of those buildings because of his dress and smell, They would beat the shit from him if he spoke his wisdom in those buildings because he spoke of principles and died for a principle, that being that no matter how bad vile rotten or evil you can be if you believe on that name and are baptized you may walk golden streets with those you did wrong to and they will be glad you are there. On second thought I am glad I could not chose my big brother,savior,lord, and I think friend. He talked about forgiveness and then did it at the point of death a teacher till the end.

christ worshipers

It is funny that there these people called Christens Christ worshipers God lovers . They say What Would Jesus Do ? then they do something that only satin would do. For you consideration: today My Church Of Christ attending mother who goes to Wyle Texas Church of Christ which is a bedroom town of Abilene Texas send my son to retrieve a Ruger 357 magnum pistol that my father left me when he died, WWJD, of course she being a good church worshiping Christian we can surmise this is exactly what Jesus would do. Send somebody’s son to bring to them the only thing that there father left them. She is always begging me to go to church WHY????? Would somebody please explain why I or any one that has a brain the size of a small acorn would want to spend one second of precious life in the presence of such people. She talks positive and these actions are so positive and enduring how could I not laud and love her want to be around her???? Christ worshipers how can he and god stomach them?????